Saturday, 20 August 2005

Auto Accident


There has been an auto accident and a woman is injured. She is semi-conscious but bleeding profusely. I do basic first aid and the paramedics arrive. They ask me "What do you want, doc?" I bark orders, get stabilizing devices, hang IVs, "throw me an arterial cut kit" and perform minor surgery there in the street.

I have seen it in my mind. I am lying somewhere. He is holding me in his arms. Behind him, through a gauzy haze, I sense a crowd watches. I know I am dying.

I look into his eyes, pale blue doors I have entered many times, and I smile. I am so glad he is here. I am so glad it is him I will see last. I can't think of anything more I could want. I am deeply comforted.

He searches my eyes, never leaving their gaze. Every truth we've shared is making itself known. I feel his thoughts and staggering compassion. I know this is right, it has always been right. And it had to be him. Again.

_________________________

I like trees because they seem more resigned
to the way they have to live than other things do.

--Willa Cather


1 comment:

  1. having an auto accident can cause trauma..its not easy and you need a full time recovery..a psychiatrist can help you in dealing with this kind of problem..a full time of your family will also lessen your heartaches..

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